hahaha...
i am now happy...free...and relaxed....
at last, i don't need to do anything important today....it's been a long time since i last stare onto nothingness and think of the essence of every single detail of my life...
i love staring without thinking of anything...it's like refreshing your mind after it was soaked into the stresses of the earth.... it's like you are cleansing or reformatting your mind....and it's cool....and i really my find inner peace...
hope i'm always like this....thinking of the most important thing to be aware of...."NOTHING"!!
i feel attach with nothingness....i feel like i can always associate nothingness with myself....When I say "Nothingness", it doesn't mean i think i am useless, nonsense, and the like...
nothingness, for me, is not emptiness but rather abundance...nothingness means more rather than less...nothingness means best rather than worst....it is seeing beyond the empirical truth but rather transcends towards the infinite wisdom.....it's hoping on things beyond what reality can grasp....
nothingness is the urge that pushes the limit towards infinity......it's becoming broader, wider, better, and greater....it cannot be corrupted by the 4 corners of reality....
nothingness is when you close your eyes and see nothing....but the emptiness doesn't stay empty because when you close your eyes you can see better....you can see more things....because when you close your eyes and see the empty black space in your head, you are more free to think of anything....you are more liberated to fill the emptiness with the things you wanted to see....you are beyond your existence....beyond the finite reality.....
and that's how i see myself....the world might see me empty but i should always see myself full of wonderful things.....my empty space is full of love...however, i am just oblivious....
God loves me unconditionally....and that transforms nothingness into affluence....
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