I have lots of things to do this day. I have to attend an orientation seminar for the Blue Christmas event on December 6 (for the kid beneficiaries of different student organizations of Ateneo); this is also our first day of NSTP; and I have a meeting for the Greenwich Social Enterprise.
So, where should I start narrating what happen this day??
OK...
I woke up considerably late (around 7:00AM). Then, I hurried eating breakfast and doing my stuff before leaving (I omitted other details since those are that important and it'll just make my blog longer). When I was already in the jeepney, I handed my fare to a man in front of me. He was around 30's. He get my fare without looking at me (well, actually he shouldn't suppose to). Then, when he handed me my fare, he suddenly had a glimpse of me and after that he look at me frequently (or on a regular basis). I was, of course, felt awkward. I just think that he do not really intend to look at me. However, the situation intensified. When a couple of people got into the jeepney, he moved very close to me such that his elbow is overlapping with mine. More than that, he looked to me in a fixed position. He stared at me....imagine??...He pushed himself closer to me while staring and having his malicious grimace at me. I was, of course, super duper mega over wonderlistic mighty marvel ultra powerblast extrahyperactive expedition to the max with wings NERVOUS. A lot of bad things came to my mind. I think that he maybe a thief or the like. Even though i am not yet in my destination, I already want to move out of the jeep. But I resist it.
While he moved closer to me, I moved father and farther to him. He don't look like a gay, but he really might be. Then, to make the long story short, I reached my destination safely. When I went down the jeep, he said "goodbye" and gave me a FLYING KISS....SHOOT!!!....He's a GAY!!....I can't take it....I was harassed by a gay....I felt so aggravated....I want to go back in the jeepney and punch him straightly in his face....but of course, I don't. I still have control...
Well, that's the highlight of my day....which is not likely to be considered NICE....it's a real sarcasm to say so.
But the real nice thing today is that I had fun in Blue Christmas Orientation. I met a lot of new friends (since I don't have much choice because I only knew 1 person there). We hadd cool GDs and fun other activities. The foods are fairly delicious. The people are also nice and welcoming.
Another thing that made (and stil making) me happy this day is that I saw KIM CHARMAINE CORTEZ in my NSTP class....the one I love...hahaha.....I saw her after lots of weeks. We had a vacation and we haven't seen each other on that time frame. Moreover, we are not classmates on any subjects (except NSTP)...I always look forward to my NSTP class because she's there and I can talk to her atleast (that's one reason). I am already happy by just a sight of her (oohhh....sweet!). But no kidding, I am really happy seeing her. Because she's such an enthusiastic person and she really makes me happy (besides the fact that I love her)..
a very balanced day - of grief and joy!!
fairly nice day, isn't it??
Maybe that's all for now....
Saturday, November 15, 2008
My MBTI Interpretation
ISTP Relationships
ISTPs are generally extremely capable individuals who are good at most things which interest them. They are usually bright, interesting, and exciting individuals with a lot to offer. They live almost entirely in the present moment, and usually do not make commitments beyond the immediate foreseeable future. An ISTP probably coined the phrase "nothing is unconditional". They strongly prefer to take things one day at a time, rather than make long-term commitments. If a relationship interests them and satisfies their needs, the ISTP will do their part on a daily basis to keep the relationship strong and healthy. If they lose interest in a relationship, their natural tendency will be to move on.
ISTP Strengths
* Good listeners
* Usually self-confident
* Generally optimistic and fun to be with
* Practical and realistic, they handle daily concerns
* Are not threatened by conflict or criticism
* Able to leave a relationship with relative ease once it is over
* Able to administer punishment, although they're not interested in doing so
* Likely to respect other's needs for space and privacy
ISTP Weaknesses
* Living entirely in the present, they have difficulty with long-term commitments
* Not naturally good at expressing feelings and emotions
* Not tuned in to what others are feeling, they may be insensitive at times
* Tendency to be overly private and hold back part of themselves
* Need a lot of personal space, which they don't like to have invaded
* They thrive on action and excitement, and may stir things up to create it
ISTPs as Lovers
"To love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive - to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before." -- Rollo May
ISTPs can be very intense and exciting individuals. Their strong Thinking preference makes them seem rather aloof and "hard to get". Their Sensing and Perceiving preferences make them sensual, earthy individuals. These attributes frequently make them attractive to the opposite sex. ISTPs live entirely in the current moment, which makes them especially interested in new sensations and experiences. They strongly dislike routine and strict schedules, and resist being controlled by others. They are fiercely independent and need their own space within a relationship. When involved in relationships which provide for their basic needs and which present them with new experiences, the ISTP will be happy to do what's necessary to keep the relationship alive and well. If a relationship becomes boring or oppressive to the ISTP, they will try to fix it, or move on. ISTPs take their commitments on a day-by-day basis. Even if they say "I do", it usually means "I do for now". They do not like to make lifelong commitments, although they may very well be involved in lifelong relationships which they have taken one day at a time.
Sexually, the ISTP approaches intimacy as a physical act rather than an expression of love and affection. They are earthy and sensual beings who enthusiastically experience sex with all five senses. They bring spontaneity, creativity, and enthusiasm into the bedroom, and enjoy new experiences. Since aesthetic beauty has such strong appeal to them, they appreciate the "setting", i.e. bedding, lingerie, cologne, etc.
ISTPs love to fix things, and may create problems in their personal relationships, just so that they can have the fun of fixing them.
They have a tendency to hold back their own views on things. They like to listen to other people's views, but are generally non-commital about expressing their own opinions. ISTPs have a habit of evading answering questions by asking more questions. This can be frustrating at times to their mates, if they are after a direct answer. The ISTP's decision making process is entirely internal, so they don't feel much need to share their opinions with others. When they are interacting with others, they are in "information gathering" mode, so they tend to ask questions rather than share views. The ISTP just doesn't feel the need to expose themselves fully to others. When it comes to intimate relationships, the ISTP has the further motivation of protecting themselves. Most ISTPs are afraid of having to deal with their deeper feelings. Since their Thinking preference dominates their personality, their Feeling side is their least developed (inferior) function. Consequently, ISTPs are usually quite vulnerable and perhaps weak when dealing with their feelings. Their habit of keeping part of themselves hidden may also serve the purpose of keeping a protective wall around their hearts.
Although the ISTP does not usually have a well-developed Feeling side, they frequently do have intense feelings for people. They can feel overpowering love for their mates, although they are likely not to express their emotions, or to express them inadequately or inappropriately if they do venture towards expression. However, unlike many of the other personality types, ISTPs feel strong affections one day at a time. One day, they may feel completely, intensely in love with their mate, and the next day they may be totally disinterested, or perhaps even ready to move on. This "live for the moment" type of approach is different from how most other types experience their feelings, and is difficult for many to understand. Consequently, the ISTP may be called "fickle" or "cold". In fact, they are not really fickle, and certainly not cold. They simply experience their lives on a moment by moment basis, and go along with it's natural flow. However, since most people need more commitment than can be offered when taking things day-by-day, the ISTP who wants to remain in a relationship will have to resolve themself towards being involved in a more traditional commitment. For most ISTPs, making a commitment to an intimate relationship will require an effort to stretch themselves outside of their comfort zones. However, those who do so will realize that they can enjoy the benefits of a strong, committed relationship and still live their lives in the present tense.
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISTP's natural partner is the ESTJ, or the ENTJ. ISTP's dominant function of Introverted Thinking is best matched with a partner whose personality is dominated by Extraverted Thinking. The ISTP/ESTJ combination is ideal, because both types share the Sensing preference for perceiving the world, but ISTP/ENTJ is also a good combination. How did we arrive at this?
ISTPs as Parents
"You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth...
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable." -- Kahlil Gibran
ISTPs are flexible, laid-back, uncontrolling parents who like to take things as they come. Their dislike of being controlled or controlling others extends to their children as well, and they're consequently likely to give their kids a lot of breathing room and space for individual growth. However, when discipline is required, the ISTP will be able to administer it without too much difficulty. They may have difficulty mustering up the enthusiasm to discipline their kids, but once they get going they'll be effective.
ISTP parents are likely to maintain a distance between themselves and their children. They do not feel a tremendous need to pass on their values to their children, or to influence their decisions in life. They're likely to rely on their mates for creating a structured environment for their children to live within. ISTPs do not like to be directed or controlled, and are not likely to direct and control others - including their children. They're likely to be relatively uninvolved with the daily happenings of family life, without making a conscious effort to keep interested.
ISTPs will enjoy spending one-on-one time with their children pursuing outdoorsy activities, such as fishing, boating, hunting, etc. It is during these private moments that the ISTP will take the opportunity to get to know their children's perspectives, and to pass on the ISTP's interests and perspectives.
ISTPs as Friends
ISTPs have an enthusiastic, childlike approach to life that is attractive to others. As Introverted Thinkers, they also have some real substance to them which prevents them from being entirely frivolous and hedonic in their pursuits. They are laid-back and flexible, and generally accepting of a wide range of behavior. These attributes make them valued friends and confidantes.
ISTPs usually have a selection of friends who share their love of particular hobbies and pasttimes. They might have a friend who they ski with, and another who they shoot pool with, etc. They generally have no interest or patience with individuals who do not share their interests, and will spend little or no time with them. They have a difficult time understanding people with extremely strong iNtuitive preferences, and are not likely to spend time with these individuals unless they share a common interest or hobby. They enjoy spending time with Extraverts, whose enthusiastic, talkative natures are attractive to the more reserved ISTP, but they will eventually tire of their "bubbliness". The ISTP is able to get along well with people of any personality type, but is likely to value and bond only those with whom they have common interests.
ISTPs are generally extremely capable individuals who are good at most things which interest them. They are usually bright, interesting, and exciting individuals with a lot to offer. They live almost entirely in the present moment, and usually do not make commitments beyond the immediate foreseeable future. An ISTP probably coined the phrase "nothing is unconditional". They strongly prefer to take things one day at a time, rather than make long-term commitments. If a relationship interests them and satisfies their needs, the ISTP will do their part on a daily basis to keep the relationship strong and healthy. If they lose interest in a relationship, their natural tendency will be to move on.
ISTP Strengths
* Good listeners
* Usually self-confident
* Generally optimistic and fun to be with
* Practical and realistic, they handle daily concerns
* Are not threatened by conflict or criticism
* Able to leave a relationship with relative ease once it is over
* Able to administer punishment, although they're not interested in doing so
* Likely to respect other's needs for space and privacy
ISTP Weaknesses
* Living entirely in the present, they have difficulty with long-term commitments
* Not naturally good at expressing feelings and emotions
* Not tuned in to what others are feeling, they may be insensitive at times
* Tendency to be overly private and hold back part of themselves
* Need a lot of personal space, which they don't like to have invaded
* They thrive on action and excitement, and may stir things up to create it
ISTPs as Lovers
"To love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive - to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before." -- Rollo May
ISTPs can be very intense and exciting individuals. Their strong Thinking preference makes them seem rather aloof and "hard to get". Their Sensing and Perceiving preferences make them sensual, earthy individuals. These attributes frequently make them attractive to the opposite sex. ISTPs live entirely in the current moment, which makes them especially interested in new sensations and experiences. They strongly dislike routine and strict schedules, and resist being controlled by others. They are fiercely independent and need their own space within a relationship. When involved in relationships which provide for their basic needs and which present them with new experiences, the ISTP will be happy to do what's necessary to keep the relationship alive and well. If a relationship becomes boring or oppressive to the ISTP, they will try to fix it, or move on. ISTPs take their commitments on a day-by-day basis. Even if they say "I do", it usually means "I do for now". They do not like to make lifelong commitments, although they may very well be involved in lifelong relationships which they have taken one day at a time.
Sexually, the ISTP approaches intimacy as a physical act rather than an expression of love and affection. They are earthy and sensual beings who enthusiastically experience sex with all five senses. They bring spontaneity, creativity, and enthusiasm into the bedroom, and enjoy new experiences. Since aesthetic beauty has such strong appeal to them, they appreciate the "setting", i.e. bedding, lingerie, cologne, etc.
ISTPs love to fix things, and may create problems in their personal relationships, just so that they can have the fun of fixing them.
They have a tendency to hold back their own views on things. They like to listen to other people's views, but are generally non-commital about expressing their own opinions. ISTPs have a habit of evading answering questions by asking more questions. This can be frustrating at times to their mates, if they are after a direct answer. The ISTP's decision making process is entirely internal, so they don't feel much need to share their opinions with others. When they are interacting with others, they are in "information gathering" mode, so they tend to ask questions rather than share views. The ISTP just doesn't feel the need to expose themselves fully to others. When it comes to intimate relationships, the ISTP has the further motivation of protecting themselves. Most ISTPs are afraid of having to deal with their deeper feelings. Since their Thinking preference dominates their personality, their Feeling side is their least developed (inferior) function. Consequently, ISTPs are usually quite vulnerable and perhaps weak when dealing with their feelings. Their habit of keeping part of themselves hidden may also serve the purpose of keeping a protective wall around their hearts.
Although the ISTP does not usually have a well-developed Feeling side, they frequently do have intense feelings for people. They can feel overpowering love for their mates, although they are likely not to express their emotions, or to express them inadequately or inappropriately if they do venture towards expression. However, unlike many of the other personality types, ISTPs feel strong affections one day at a time. One day, they may feel completely, intensely in love with their mate, and the next day they may be totally disinterested, or perhaps even ready to move on. This "live for the moment" type of approach is different from how most other types experience their feelings, and is difficult for many to understand. Consequently, the ISTP may be called "fickle" or "cold". In fact, they are not really fickle, and certainly not cold. They simply experience their lives on a moment by moment basis, and go along with it's natural flow. However, since most people need more commitment than can be offered when taking things day-by-day, the ISTP who wants to remain in a relationship will have to resolve themself towards being involved in a more traditional commitment. For most ISTPs, making a commitment to an intimate relationship will require an effort to stretch themselves outside of their comfort zones. However, those who do so will realize that they can enjoy the benefits of a strong, committed relationship and still live their lives in the present tense.
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISTP's natural partner is the ESTJ, or the ENTJ. ISTP's dominant function of Introverted Thinking is best matched with a partner whose personality is dominated by Extraverted Thinking. The ISTP/ESTJ combination is ideal, because both types share the Sensing preference for perceiving the world, but ISTP/ENTJ is also a good combination. How did we arrive at this?
ISTPs as Parents
"You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth...
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable." -- Kahlil Gibran
ISTPs are flexible, laid-back, uncontrolling parents who like to take things as they come. Their dislike of being controlled or controlling others extends to their children as well, and they're consequently likely to give their kids a lot of breathing room and space for individual growth. However, when discipline is required, the ISTP will be able to administer it without too much difficulty. They may have difficulty mustering up the enthusiasm to discipline their kids, but once they get going they'll be effective.
ISTP parents are likely to maintain a distance between themselves and their children. They do not feel a tremendous need to pass on their values to their children, or to influence their decisions in life. They're likely to rely on their mates for creating a structured environment for their children to live within. ISTPs do not like to be directed or controlled, and are not likely to direct and control others - including their children. They're likely to be relatively uninvolved with the daily happenings of family life, without making a conscious effort to keep interested.
ISTPs will enjoy spending one-on-one time with their children pursuing outdoorsy activities, such as fishing, boating, hunting, etc. It is during these private moments that the ISTP will take the opportunity to get to know their children's perspectives, and to pass on the ISTP's interests and perspectives.
ISTPs as Friends
ISTPs have an enthusiastic, childlike approach to life that is attractive to others. As Introverted Thinkers, they also have some real substance to them which prevents them from being entirely frivolous and hedonic in their pursuits. They are laid-back and flexible, and generally accepting of a wide range of behavior. These attributes make them valued friends and confidantes.
ISTPs usually have a selection of friends who share their love of particular hobbies and pasttimes. They might have a friend who they ski with, and another who they shoot pool with, etc. They generally have no interest or patience with individuals who do not share their interests, and will spend little or no time with them. They have a difficult time understanding people with extremely strong iNtuitive preferences, and are not likely to spend time with these individuals unless they share a common interest or hobby. They enjoy spending time with Extraverts, whose enthusiastic, talkative natures are attractive to the more reserved ISTP, but they will eventually tire of their "bubbliness". The ISTP is able to get along well with people of any personality type, but is likely to value and bond only those with whom they have common interests.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
FUN and new experience!!
I saw my friend Rose Ann last Wednesday at UP while I and my other friend was walking along the UP Circle (Sunken Garden). We were walking there after we had gone to UP Shopping Center to photocopy a book in our Accounting class, and eat pancit canton, ice cream and biko (i don't know if that's biko). So, ok. When I saw my friend Rose Ann (who I've never seen for reasonably...a long time), we had a little talk which leads to a once in a lifetime experience.
We were talking about our experience on our first days of this sem when suddenly, an idea pops up in my mind. I and my other friend (Steph) come to realize that we have no class on friday (which is definitely this day) and we want a new college experience. So, I asked Rose Ann if we can sit-in in her classes. Well, I think she regards me as her true friend since she did not hesitate even a bit. She immediately said yes and asked me what day do I want to sit-in. Then, I told her that we do not have class on friday and she gave me her class schedule for friday (which will also be my own class schedule on that day). I was so happy and excited when she handed me her schedule. Well, i will gonna be a totally new experience to have a class in UP.
Then, Friday comes (yah, of course....it's already friday). I went to Ateneo Dorm to pick up my friend Steph at around 830. Then, we walked towards gate 3.5 and walk again towards Merriam College (since the jeepneys goiung to UP are stopping there). On our way going to UP, we are so excited even though we did not know where our first classroom is. UP is not as big as Ateneo but rather it is really BIGGER than Ateneo. So, what did we do?? well, we asked the driver to stop in front of Llamas Hall (which is our first stop for OUR, especially MY, first subject -- PHYSICS).
When we go down the jeep, we get a little bit afraid. Things such as being called in a recitation, a pop quiz by a teacher, checking of OFFICIAL attendance, and a lot more bothered us. But we are already there and so we must continue. We've gone far enough and there's no way for quitting. We should just try and if we fail then we still have ATENEO (by the way, I want Ateneo better than UP. I just want a new experience that's why I want to attend their classes). So, there. We are already late based on our watch and we still have to walk some meter to get into the building and so to the classroom. When we get into the front of the building, we are really afraid since a guard was standing in the entourage of the building. But, well I cannot be hindered. I am oblivious of the danger. So, I just passed through him as if I am a common student of UP......and......it worked. I'm IN!! woohhooo.....yehey!
And the day flowed smoothly. OUR Physics teacher distributed his syllabus and continue the lesson he started on the previous days (I am not there but he just said he discussed this and this on the past meetings of the class - so he just really continue his lesson). Well, he's good but I like my Physics teacher (in Ateneo) more. Then, my next class is Engineering Science, which is practically the same as my physics class and vector analysis in Ateneo (oohh...I'm becoming geek!). We are late because UP have no idea of what a BELL is. Our first teacher did not dismissed us around 10 mins before the real dismissal so that we will have time to walk or take a ride to our next class (in short, he's not considerate). But it's ok. Our next teacher do not check attendance and according to Rose Ann, the seats are on the "first come, first sit" basis. The class is fairly well but a bit boring because we already tackle that, in Ateneo, last sem. The teacher also adds up to the boredom (Rose Ann told me she is also bored in that class). Then, the class ended and I am back to normal.
But before I come back to normal, I taste the sweetest thing about UP --- their variety of foods (and also affordable compare to our school). I am really hungry so I ate there. I am pretty much fine with what I ate and I am really full with what I ate. However, I don't know how my food is called -- it's either adobo or lechong paksiw or combination of both but I am not really sure.
Then, we walked back to Ateneo and I did what I am supposed to do -- it is so many to mention. I am back to reality and to where I really belong!!
But I will miss the experience. Thank you Rose Ann...and of course....to UP!!
We were talking about our experience on our first days of this sem when suddenly, an idea pops up in my mind. I and my other friend (Steph) come to realize that we have no class on friday (which is definitely this day) and we want a new college experience. So, I asked Rose Ann if we can sit-in in her classes. Well, I think she regards me as her true friend since she did not hesitate even a bit. She immediately said yes and asked me what day do I want to sit-in. Then, I told her that we do not have class on friday and she gave me her class schedule for friday (which will also be my own class schedule on that day). I was so happy and excited when she handed me her schedule. Well, i will gonna be a totally new experience to have a class in UP.
Then, Friday comes (yah, of course....it's already friday). I went to Ateneo Dorm to pick up my friend Steph at around 830. Then, we walked towards gate 3.5 and walk again towards Merriam College (since the jeepneys goiung to UP are stopping there). On our way going to UP, we are so excited even though we did not know where our first classroom is. UP is not as big as Ateneo but rather it is really BIGGER than Ateneo. So, what did we do?? well, we asked the driver to stop in front of Llamas Hall (which is our first stop for OUR, especially MY, first subject -- PHYSICS).
When we go down the jeep, we get a little bit afraid. Things such as being called in a recitation, a pop quiz by a teacher, checking of OFFICIAL attendance, and a lot more bothered us. But we are already there and so we must continue. We've gone far enough and there's no way for quitting. We should just try and if we fail then we still have ATENEO (by the way, I want Ateneo better than UP. I just want a new experience that's why I want to attend their classes). So, there. We are already late based on our watch and we still have to walk some meter to get into the building and so to the classroom. When we get into the front of the building, we are really afraid since a guard was standing in the entourage of the building. But, well I cannot be hindered. I am oblivious of the danger. So, I just passed through him as if I am a common student of UP......and......it worked. I'm IN!! woohhooo.....yehey!
And the day flowed smoothly. OUR Physics teacher distributed his syllabus and continue the lesson he started on the previous days (I am not there but he just said he discussed this and this on the past meetings of the class - so he just really continue his lesson). Well, he's good but I like my Physics teacher (in Ateneo) more. Then, my next class is Engineering Science, which is practically the same as my physics class and vector analysis in Ateneo (oohh...I'm becoming geek!). We are late because UP have no idea of what a BELL is. Our first teacher did not dismissed us around 10 mins before the real dismissal so that we will have time to walk or take a ride to our next class (in short, he's not considerate). But it's ok. Our next teacher do not check attendance and according to Rose Ann, the seats are on the "first come, first sit" basis. The class is fairly well but a bit boring because we already tackle that, in Ateneo, last sem. The teacher also adds up to the boredom (Rose Ann told me she is also bored in that class). Then, the class ended and I am back to normal.
But before I come back to normal, I taste the sweetest thing about UP --- their variety of foods (and also affordable compare to our school). I am really hungry so I ate there. I am pretty much fine with what I ate and I am really full with what I ate. However, I don't know how my food is called -- it's either adobo or lechong paksiw or combination of both but I am not really sure.
Then, we walked back to Ateneo and I did what I am supposed to do -- it is so many to mention. I am back to reality and to where I really belong!!
But I will miss the experience. Thank you Rose Ann...and of course....to UP!!
I miss HER...
It was already 4 days ago since the 2nd sem started. It started fair well and there is not much pressure as of now. I really miss my school even though last semester is a little bit traumatic (2 math subjects plus a spicy flavor of accounting). Well, it isn't that bad taking into account that I actually passed - but that is so mediocre (sometimes it isn't bad to be one). But despite my experience of the past semester (or even semesters), I still miss my school. You know why??
Actually, I have lot of suppositions. First, maybe that's because I really crave for knowledge which is very eccentric to happen (since when did I crave for knowledge?). Second, it may be because of the soothing and relaxing ambiance of Ateneo (as if i still noticed it amid lots of homeworks, long tests and projects?!). Third, maybe I just missed my classmates and friends (CHEESY!! - as if they also missed me..hahaha..emo!!). Fourth...hmmm....do i miss my teachers?? (weeh...is that real??).
Well, I do not have an exact answer why I miss my school. The idea of missing my school is in itself very perplexing.... Oh! but wait...I think I already know....hahaha.....yah!~ i think i already know...
I miss my school because of the simple reason that I do nothing at home (especially when it is vacation). I just felt so inefficient and unproductive. While in school, because of tidious tasks that our professors gave us, I felt that I did lots of job - and so, I felt so adroit since I handle those well...hahaha....
Schooling gives me somehow a worth...and maybe that's the reason why I miss HER..
Actually, I have lot of suppositions. First, maybe that's because I really crave for knowledge which is very eccentric to happen (since when did I crave for knowledge?). Second, it may be because of the soothing and relaxing ambiance of Ateneo (as if i still noticed it amid lots of homeworks, long tests and projects?!). Third, maybe I just missed my classmates and friends (CHEESY!! - as if they also missed me..hahaha..emo!!). Fourth...hmmm....do i miss my teachers?? (weeh...is that real??).
Well, I do not have an exact answer why I miss my school. The idea of missing my school is in itself very perplexing.... Oh! but wait...I think I already know....hahaha.....yah!~ i think i already know...
I miss my school because of the simple reason that I do nothing at home (especially when it is vacation). I just felt so inefficient and unproductive. While in school, because of tidious tasks that our professors gave us, I felt that I did lots of job - and so, I felt so adroit since I handle those well...hahaha....
Schooling gives me somehow a worth...and maybe that's the reason why I miss HER..
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