Test na sa stat mamaya...parang wala pa akong alam...anyways, if I fail, I will just look on the positive side....na may cancellable test naman....pero nakakapanghinayang pa rin eh...kasi supposedly, isa 'to sa pinakamadaling topic namin....bahala na...nag-aral naman ako eh..but if that's not enough, God is more than enough...
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I think I'm okay now...
After 12 hours of sleep and a couple of notes from friend/s, I think I'm somehow OKAY now....I just realize that sometimes (or always), I should just take life as it is and trust that something good will happen...Maybe, I should just trust people and rely on anything they said (though if promises are broken, my life will be a mess)....But despite those, I just decide to just trust people and to hope for a better tomorrow....I am not sure what will happen tomorrow, the next day, the next month, the next year, or the next couple of years...but still, I want to hope for a good future....I know everything will be OKAY....I will just enjoy what I have now....I won't mind what will happen next; I will just trust....
I am trusting you....don't let me hope for something that won't happen....'cause I didn't force you to promise, but you insist...hehehehe.... :P but if you really want to leave, I won't hold you back...though I am afraid of it (and I don't like it to happen), I think I will....because that's the right thing... :D
I am trusting you....don't let me hope for something that won't happen....'cause I didn't force you to promise, but you insist...hehehehe.... :P but if you really want to leave, I won't hold you back...though I am afraid of it (and I don't like it to happen), I think I will....because that's the right thing... :D
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Why am I becoming more EMO?!
Why is life so ironic? That the person who makes you feel so happy is also the same person who makes you feel so down, sad, and depress...
The happiness I feel is just a total bliss...I am happy in a second and with a snap of a finger, I'm back in reality...a sad reality...I hate myself loving other people...I hate myself when I miss people...I hate myself when I care for others....but what can I do? It's me...though I am often becoming sad when I am doing these things, I still do it 'cause I think it's good..
I hate being attached to people...I hope I am just a robot who did his job without any emotional attachment....At least, in this case, I won't be hurt when someone is gone or I won't be paranoid about a friend leaving me...I know I am happy with this attachment, but happiness also means pain...It comes in pair, as always....
I don't want to be close to anybody...because i know someday someone's gonna leave....and i can't accept that fact...I know I'm becoming possessive or egoistic or whatsoever, but it's hard to accept that fact...Sometimes I am asking why people just come and go, and we can't do anything about it??...that there's no such thing as forever and though people promise for it, their forever means ASAP!! In an instant, you will just notice they are gone as soon as they promise to stay....But I think that's life....A continuous process of fluctuating emotions, until you learn how to control your own feelings and be mature enough to stand up and be strong...People come and go but they leave a mark in you...though the time of parting ways come, you will always be a part of the other...
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Jealousy is not healthy 'cause it makes me sick! It really does...
The happiness I feel is just a total bliss...I am happy in a second and with a snap of a finger, I'm back in reality...a sad reality...I hate myself loving other people...I hate myself when I miss people...I hate myself when I care for others....but what can I do? It's me...though I am often becoming sad when I am doing these things, I still do it 'cause I think it's good..
I hate being attached to people...I hope I am just a robot who did his job without any emotional attachment....At least, in this case, I won't be hurt when someone is gone or I won't be paranoid about a friend leaving me...I know I am happy with this attachment, but happiness also means pain...It comes in pair, as always....
I don't want to be close to anybody...because i know someday someone's gonna leave....and i can't accept that fact...I know I'm becoming possessive or egoistic or whatsoever, but it's hard to accept that fact...Sometimes I am asking why people just come and go, and we can't do anything about it??...that there's no such thing as forever and though people promise for it, their forever means ASAP!! In an instant, you will just notice they are gone as soon as they promise to stay....But I think that's life....A continuous process of fluctuating emotions, until you learn how to control your own feelings and be mature enough to stand up and be strong...People come and go but they leave a mark in you...though the time of parting ways come, you will always be a part of the other...
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Jealousy is not healthy 'cause it makes me sick! It really does...
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